There is no happy ending.
I am happy.
It’s like, when you have something so great, and eventually, it inevitably becomes something more(to you). But you really don’t want it to. Because more than anything, you’re scared.
Come watch my first solo USTREAM at 9:10 PST!
Because I want to go with her, more than anything I want to go with her. I’m just so sick of people, everyone is a hypocrite about each other, everyone hates everyone for the same reasons and because of that it causes drama and unnecessary tension. I want to be able to go with my best friend and not have to hear shit about it from 30 different parties for no legitimate or substantial reason and then take away from someone else’s night because they’re stupid.
I’ve had to deal with so much shit these past few days just helping people with prom stuff, and it’s literally so stupid. The shit people give each other are for the very same reasons, everyone is a hypocrite. Which sucks because there’s totally a solution to this all, realize everyone is the same, a stupid teen who gossips/talks/whines/complains/shittalks/loves/laughs etc.
They then build a damn bridge, and get over it and hopefully they’ll be joining people on the other side who look back realizing how stupid it all is.
And it’s stupid that we’re even considering what other people think you know?
If i’m taking her, it should be between me and her and that’s all I should have to worry about. Not that our friend groups hate each other, or all that crap
So i’ve decided to name my new guitar Maria.
Maria it shall be.
Time sure flies
Where’s the force quit button when you need it.
- 10 days until opening night of West Side Story: The Musical
- Within weeks and days of all college admissions
- 3 months until graduation
- GOT ACCEPTED TO MY SUMMER JOB TODAY! $_$
I don’t think i’ve ever played piano for this long..
3 hours and counting.
Me: Hey can you listen to dance team’s mix they sent you? They want to make sure that it’s the right song
Martin: It sounds like
Martin: “da da da’ da da’”
Martin: the da’s are trumpets
I’m not weird I promise :/
Just recall happy moments, all will be well.
Crazy how alone you can feel even in a sea of people.
This’ll be the first time i’m releasing new music in awhile
“Life goes on i’m told, won’t matter when you’re old..”
With certain things, yes